beautiful, pursed lips
a soft pink,
with a hint of glitter
quivering just so.
not of pain,
or even fear,
but pure pleasure.
they part just slightly
to allow the sounds
of pleasure to escape.
her whole body shudders
legs shake and
jaw shivers uncontrollably
beautiful lips
form a gorgeous smile,
her tongue sticking
out just the slightest bit
to lick him
e.j.s
Am I in a dream?
Is it a nightmare?
Back and forth,
Up and down.
This cruel reality
Is eating me alive
One small piece
Of sanity at a time
I can't quite tell
Am I sane or not
Is this the most
Sane I've ever been?
Am I soon to be
Smothered in a straight jacket?
Where am I headed?
Where am I coming from?
Haven't I a clue
Somewhere in this scrambled brain?
A way out I look for
Where will I find it?
Will death see me out?
This life only to grow worse.
Day by day
I put on masks
As time passes me by
These masks wear thin
Before I am aware
Everyone will see me truly
A monster they will find
Hiding in a closet small and
End of Suffering
Standing up so high,
Looking down below.
I sigh
And then I blow
Out my last breath.
Falling so fast,
I've so far to go.
Realizing this is the last
Feeling I'll show;
frustration/exhilaration.
Everything whizzing by
At such a high speed.
Soon I'll lie
Down after this deed.
I'm starting to shake,
Feeling my heart beat.
I begin to bake
As I reach the street.
I hit the road
It's really bad.
A lifted load
I'm no longer sad.